Orientation

Thanks for joining me for another edition of the SerenityThroughSweat blog. It has been a busy summer so far full of projects, adventures, and running around with Speedy and El Duderino. Still, I have manged to sneak in some quiet moments. Small stretches of serenity amid the chaos of summer shenanigans. In that time I … Continue reading “Orientation”

Thanks for joining me for another edition of the SerenityThroughSweat blog. It has been a busy summer so far, full of projects, adventures, and running around with Speedy and El Duderino.

Still, I have manged to sneak in some quiet moments. Small stretches of serenity amid the chaos of summer shenanigans. In that time I was able to get lost in an old book.

Ender’s Game is a science fiction novel written by Orson Scott Card and published in 1985. I came by it via the books for a quarter shelf from the local public library. It was a little worse for wear, but there is something magical about a used book and something even more magical about the trip it will take you on, and for only a quarter at that.

The story follows the protagonist Andrew “Ender” Wiggin, on his trip to a military school in a distopian future Earth preparing for a third invasion against an alien bug species.

Card does a marvelous job telling a story that can be read and appreciated by children, while at the same time layering in such weighty topics as, morality, ethics, military strategy, psychology, manipulation, governance, and the dangers of a military industrial complex.

I thoroughly enjoyed my respite from the busy summer into the world of Ender and his mission. But, the part that stuck out to me, the part I want to share with you, is about orientation.

Below is a chopped up excerpt from the beginning chapters.

“He walked the short bridge to the door in the shuttle.  He noticed that the wall to his right was carpeted like a floor. That was where the disorientation began.  The moment he thought of the wall as a floor,  he began to feel like he was walking on a wall.

The launch wasn’t bad. A little scary.  Some jolting, a few moments of panic that this might be the first failed launch since the early days of the shuttle. Then it was over, and he was hanging by the straps, no gravity anywhere.

But because he had already reoriented himself, he was not surprised when Graff came up the ladder backward, as if he were climbing down to the front of the shuttle. Nor did it bother him when Graff hooked his feet under a rung and pushed off with his hands so that suddenly he swung upright, as if this were an ordinary airplane.

But for Ender, Graff’s gravity game was fun.  And he carried it further imagining Graff was actually hanging upside down from the center aisle, and then picturing him sticking straight out from a side wall. Gravity could go any which way. However I want it to go.  I can make Graff stand on his head and he doesn’t even know it”

Despite no prior experience in space, and no training, Ender starts the process of reorienting himself immediately, without being told.

Ender is chosen for his specific role in the military school because he is a genius. He is able to see patterns, develop tactics and strategies, and lead his fellow students effectively.

All of the other children, also chosen for their enhanced acumen, need to be instructed to do this first basic step.

There are several other examples in the book where enders quick ability to orient himself within a new battle and new situation save his life and allow him to continue to progress on his mission.

What struck me so much about this was how it is maddeningly simple, and yet difficult at the same time.

Ender is laughing to himself because he can “make Graff stand on his head” by reorienting a zero gravity room in his mind. None of the other boys can.

The same idea presents itself in Brazilian Jiu Jistu across a multitude of positions. Techniques that work from the bottom of closed guard are identical from the top of mount position. The only thing that has changed is the orientation.

There a lot of leg entanglement positions that can feel stuck or unfamiliar, but really the position is just oriented differently than one that is familiar and even advantageous.

Of course in BJJ there is gravity. Moving from the bottom opposing gravity, (and your opponent’s weight) is very different from being less encumbered in the top position.

Sometimes hip and leg movements are easier from the bottom despite battling gravity because your back is supporting your weight rather than one leg, while trying to move the other from a top position.

Still the mechanics remain the same, it is the orientation that changes. And, often times, it is that change in orientation that is the biggest hangup. Most bjj practitioners are capable of all of the mechanics. It is connecting the positions, anticipating them, from a different orientation that provides a degree of separation between good and great.

I think this is the same differntiation of good and great communicators. You can be a good communicator by thoroughly understanding your message. By choosing the right words to reach your audience.

To be great, I think you have to be able to change your orientation. To see things from the point of view of your audience. To see things from the point of view of those who would disagree with you.

Again, maddeningly simple, while at the same time extremely difficult.

I remember one particular group of students I worked with as a flight instructor.  There was a grouo of twelve students that came to study aviation from Nigeria.

The students were chosen from across multiple provinces in a highly competitive selection process. Only the best and brightest made it to our program.

Likewise, the instructors chosen for the program had the highest pass ratings, and the best student ratings.

In spite of the signifcant credentials of both students and instructors, the program did not start off well.

The students did a great job of memorizing and regurgitating information. The instructors followed the same methods that worked so well with their other students. But, when it came time for the first round of flight testing the pass rates were abysmal.

We (the instructors) quickly realized that our students were too smart, but with too little shared experience to our own.

I remember my student was able to reply verbatim the airway right of way rules, but without an understanding of what he was saying. He knew an airship had the right of way over an airplane and could tell we you so, but he had no idea what an airship was.

We realized very quickly that most of our students from the US came from similair backgrounds to our own. They grew up around complex machinery that we take for granted. Lawn mowers, golf carts, cars. The Nigerian students had none of that shared experience.

It was that change in orientation, recognizing the lack of shared experience, that led us off the flight line, and into the parking lot with 12 nigerian students grinning ear to ear in the florida sun as the learned right of way traffic rules in golf carts.

That change in orientation, from assuming the methods that worked with our US students, to recognizing and then building from scratch a shared experience foundation made all the difference in their training.

Maddeningly simple, and yet extremely difficult. But, if you can reorient yourself, there is serenity to be found.

Thanks for joining me, stay safe and stay sweaty my friends.

Heart

Thanks for joining me for another edition of the SerenityThroughSweat blog.

Sometimes, you find words that just hit you the right way. Maybe a song, maybe a line from a book or a movie.

The words can be incredibly powerful in their own right. Or, it can be a confluence of events, mood, vibe, context, that enhance the power of the message.

I’ve been thinking about this a lot over the past two days. What is it that makes the same words, the same message, so powerful?

It isn’t some magic spell, that when uttered, affects everyone uniformly. But there is something there. A motivational quote or a song that can give you an extra push, an extra gear.

I had just finished my morning swim in the pool on the twenty fourth floor of my hotel.  Swimming indoors is already something of a strange feeling. The thick fog blanketing the streets of Houston and obscuring most of the floor to ceiling pool deck windows made it feel alien.

I still had my goggles lightly perched above my brow, and my waterproof swim headphones in, when I climbed into the hot tub.  I fiddled with the strap on the back of my head so I could lay my neck into the crook in the corner of the hot tub paver stone floor.

I instantly relaxed as I sprawled out. My arms and shoulders floating in the steamy water, welcoming stillness after exertion.

My eyes closed as the song started to wash over me. “Somewhere in middle America. When you get to the heart of the matter, it’s the heart that matters more”

I hadn’t heard the counting crows song in quite a while.  The music downloaded onto my waterproof swim music player is something of a time capsule. Closed and sealed somewhere after the fall of Napster, but before the rise of Spotify.

The next day, on my long layover in Albany, it was time to revisit my slightly stupid holiday tradition. For the 12th year in a row, it was time for the Christmas half marathon.

I queued up the live album to start my treadmill run in the dingy hotel fitness center, knowing I would need more than a little heart to get me through.

This tradition has come to mean a lot of things to me.  One year it was a time to grieve after a loved one had passed. Another year, it was an ill advised death march, when I knew I was sick, and pushed on anyway.  It has been a welcome adventure in new towns, and it has been a stale and stagnant trot on hotel treadmills.

Endurance sport, especially this particular event, has a lot to offer in the form of self exploration.  What I kept coming back to this year is that emotions are not linear and rarely predictable.

I think it was Yogi Berra, who said predictions are hard especially about the future.  Here is one prediction that isn’t so hard. Almost every endurance event will have some sort of low point, some place of self doubt or questioning.

You start to ask yourself, “Why am I doing this?”  No one else is here, no one really cares, you can stop the treadmill now and get on with your day.

Humans tend to forecast current conditions out into the future, even when there isn’t great evidence to support that trend line.  Look at the housing crisis of 2008 and the inflation that has plagued the past few years.  We think things will continue on just the way they are, in spite of changing conditions, until we are smacked in the face with change.

It is especially easy to get into this mental space with some miles behind you and some fatigue in your legs. You start to think, “if I feel this bad after (however man) miles, how am I going to make it the rest of the way?”

If running got me feeling this way and thinking this way, how is more running possibly going to make me feel better?

And yet somehow, like those magic words, or songs, that have the power to change our state of mind, pushing through can make you feel better.

I was struggling around the hour mark at just under 8 miles in. I slowed my pace to a brisk walk and took the opportunity to talk to my wife and kids who had called to check in. Finishing was never in doubt, but the shape those last 5 or so miles would take was still to be determined.

Before our quick conversation had even ended, I found myself pushing the pace wheel on the treadmill back up.

I worked my way back towards my target pace while still continuing our quick Christmas conversation.

It is a strange thing, that an endurance event isnt linear. That there will be highs and lows, ups and downs, while covering the miles. But thats a lot like life. Its not predictable. It’s not linear. It depends a lot on the mindset you are willing to approach it with.

And, when you get to the heart of the matter, it’s the heart that matter more.

Thanks for joining me, stay safe, and stay sweaty my friends.

Merriam-Webster

Thanks for joining me for another edition of the SerenityThroughSweat blog. This week, I wanted to share another interesting story I found while researching my linguistics project.

The history of dictionaries may seem like a boring subject. You write down words, and you define them. How hard could it be? There are actually a lot of questions that must be answered when deciding how to make a dictionary.

“What is the relationship between words and phrases? How far should a dictionary go in recording nominal phrases? (Fire escape, forest fire)”

“How strictly should a dictionary confine its inventory to recorded usage? Can a spelling form be shared by more than one word (record as a number and record as a verb).”

“How much attention should be paid to etymology? (Weave intransitive vs transitive verb)” Weave in and out of traffic, and Weave clothes on a loom come, from different origin words as an example.

Making a dictionary becomes a little more complex than just a book to check when you don’t trust your scrabble opponent.

One of the most popular dictionaries in the US, is the Merriam-Webster brand. Their story was featured in the chapter I was researching, on the history of lexicography.

“The Merriam dictionaries trace their history back to the American Dictionary of the English Language dutifully compiled by the polemical lexicographer Noah Webster in 1828.  It contains no fewer than 70,000 entries”

“Webster was an indefatigable collector of words with a rare gift for definition writing.”

“Unfortunately,  his etymologies were influenced by his belief that modern languages, including English, are derived from something called Chaldean, which he believed was the language used by Adam and God for their conversations in the Garden of Eden and the immediate precursor to Hebrew.”

“After his death, his successors-including his son-in-law, Chauncey H. Goodrich, and the redoubtable Noah Porter, president of Yale College- quietly abandoned the Chaldaean hypothesis and brought the etymologies into line with the findings of Germanic and Indo-European scholarship.”

That is a lot to unpack for a book that has been mostly superceded by online reference checking. But recall that for generations, the Webster dictionary reigned Supreme. It is eerie to think about how much power definition holds, and how that power was held by a religious fanatic.

I grew up Roman catholic, and considered myself fairly devout until after high-school. Even I had never heard of Chaldean before.

After some very preliminary research it seems that the Chaldean people were in Mesopotamia around 11-12 thousand years ago, and were assimilated into the Babylonians. You may recognize that name from it’s own biblical reference the tower or babel.

Apparently there are multiple references not only in the Bible, but also from other renowned scholars, (Pliny the elder and Cicero) to Chaldean knowledge. There appears to be multiple references to their expertise in astronomy, astrology, vibrations, and numerology.

Some or all of that may be nonsense. I don’t know. And frankly, I don’t know how to know if any of it is real or not. Either way, it is fun to think about next time you have to check the dictionary when your five year old asks the difference between gunk and sludge.

We base our lives on definitions. How we identify ourselves, each other, the occurrences of our day to day experiences, they all depend on agreed upon definitions. The ability to set those definitions is a great power. And, as Uncle Ben would say, with great power comes great responsibility.

Thanks for joining me, stay safe and stay sweaty my friends.